Sunday, April 20, 2008

what can be done to save you

the whole 'snap out of it' tactic that i took yesterday didn't quite work as well as i would have liked. i feel better today. let me just say that alcohol + feeling sorry for oneself + resistance from the one who is closest = self destructive decisions.

i do feel better today. whats the date? its not my period. its not pms. i almost wish it was, at least i could explain it away, make it less important.

i decided not to work out today, even though i could, and maybe should, but i am going to be working out at the school gym 5 days this week and i really don't want to overdo everything.

tattoo appointment next saturday! it works out well since i have training next monday morning and probably wouldnt have time to work out anyway, so those 2 days off should be enough, i hope.

onward and upward

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